I've realized God created me to be me. He didn't create me to be someone who would be dumber in order for someone to fall in love with her. The right person God has created for me would love me for me. I shouldn't change myself to fit the bill of the guy I like. In fact, if I am, then he's not the guy God intended for me to be with. My panic and fear of being alone for the rest of my life will be taken care of by the hands of God. I need to continue to act like the Christian woman I know how to be. The right man will fall in love with that Christian woman. God has plans for me. Fall into Him. Soak Him up and just let Him do his work. Stop getting in the way.
It's so hard not to be the control freak I'm so use to being. "What can I say? What can I do? Then offer heart oh God, completely to you."
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