More random thoughts...

On Monday, we're having a huge meeting with Aaron, the assistant room exec, in regards to Cheryl and her incompetence in running a front office at the Grand Hyatt. Caaaaaaan't wait. I've realized that though she's done nothing wrong in the last two weeks (by her perspective), she has been so uptight and nervous that she's going to make a wrong step, that in the end, she's instilled a level of competitiveness and a level of fear in the team. The team's afraid to make a wrong move and by working everyday in fear, they make MORE wrong moves... its just a vicious cycle. It's disheartening to work with a team who COULD be motivated and I could tell them AWESOME JOB until I'm blue in the face, but if she turns around and yells at them for something they did, it completely negates my GOOD JOB! We need some serious change.

My motivation level has gone to complete zero lately. I'm so overwhelmed with things to do and so completely sick all the time from headaches, that I've lost all interest in doing any sort of real work. Which is really bad... I'm determined to finish the F1 group input, leadership application, a redo my appeal letter, finish my resume up, and finish my internship book report. I already want to go to bed!

I've continued to pray for NCC- though I keep messing up the Fast for Favor Friday's... i always forget its friday! I've got some student loan issues that are annoying me that I continue to pray for and God's ultimate plan for me. Other things I'm praying for: Jeremy's headaches, Sarah's baby fears, Elizabeth's understanding of what she wants and where she wants to go, Amy's travel to Chicago, Steph and her continual stress, Amy F's mom and Susan's happiness.

"For I know the plans I have 4 you” says the Lord “They are plans for good & not for disaster, to give you a future & a hope"-Jeremiah 29:11

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. - Proverbs 3:5-6